Today is a sad day. It is with a heavy heart that I exist for now. My precious one lost her fight and there was nothing more to be done but the most humane thing possible. I was fortunate to be able to be with her until she peacefully went to sleep, me holding her, telling her how much I loved her, will always love her, how she had so enriched my life and that we will be together again.
There will be a mourning and grieving period for it is difficult to even compose thoughts. Nothing right now holds much joy. I can’t bring myself to eat or even talk.
Thank you for all of your warm thoughts and wishes. She and I appreciate it very much. I will be back in time, but now I need time for me to adjust.